happy

friday! so todays officially my last day at work before going back to school. .=( WONDERFUL . im kinda depressed cause no more summer.. but for the most part im pretty happy to go back jus cause ill be gettting to see the cutest group of people in life. and there was nothing like waking up 5 am everymorning cause of 0 period. =) mm. so im currently feeling.. just about the lonliest at work right now. =( i left my cell phone at kaths house for almost a week straight, but i mean im not completly lost. i have my self control and can indulge myslef in other lovely curriculars. but its beginning to feel too effing long ..=( and feeling pretty neglected from everyone ..

so this week has beeen pretty hectic . ive been stressing over the silliest things lately. just about everything overwhelms me.. =( why? ill tell you why. aside from waking up so damn early for work, i have to balance practice along withit.. and on top of that i super lagged my regristration papers had to finish that in the morning. . return my 46541 pounds worth of overdue books.. and took some final tests at ayc . going there stresses me out. and being at work, the phones have been ringing off the hook, and having to deal with other stressed people stresses me out. this whole week was a douche. but thankfully it wwent by quicker tthan expected. sigh. im thankful for fridays. work is chill . payday today =) mmm!

mm.. nothing too exciting happend to me lately.. either that or i jsut cant remmeber. but yesterday after work. my sister and i who i work with and who will miss me dramatically once i leave her today, headed to brea, spent a good almost 3 hours there , i give mad kudos to my sister for having to deal with my indcisiveness while shopping ..THEN went to albertsons snacked on some wedges while shopping, and went home made spaghettti, rachel ray style.= ) 30 minutes? nah more liek 45. it was goood. supposely were supposed to head down to the americana today casue calvin klein was having a opening party sale thang.. so if all goes well. ..........(= speaking of, my caffein addiction is coming on quite strongly. cause lately ive beeen craving iced green teas ffrom starbucks allll day. mmmhm.

so.... basically ive been so tempted to color my hair. but then again. i always had little doubts here and there. but eff it. i think i might within a month or so. i really need a new camera. =( i want so many things! haha .. eff that self control. i have a feeeling all my hardwork in the bank is gonna be gone before it hits me =(..anyways! realising that school is jsut around the corner. so are the holidays. my favorite time of the year. aside from summer. =) im ready for the holidays already.. im ready to break out my micheal bolton and cheetah girls christmas cds. =) its making me excited just thinking about it. hehhehee.

ill end it here just casue i have major business to deal with acrosss from me before i head off to my lunch break.